Repeating; Repeating

So I was just goofing off with my cousin tonight and in the process of him drinking vodka and our journey through indie rock from earlier in the decade I read a post that I originally wrote here over a year ago. I skimmed it over at first and then re-read it only to realize that my life seems to be a routine feeding of deja-vu. While I’ve known that since I left college that my life has been in a cycle of repeatedness I never set focus to the fact that I have everything I wanted a year ago and more… so perhaps it’s time that I move on in search of greater things?

I’ve been attending to get back into school at the latest by the fall; with only a few years left I could easily finish off and perhaps work towards a post grad before I turn 30. While I’m not really sure what I want to do — something in science — I’m sure that I’ll be happy with my choice once I make it. The next few months are going to be a transitional period in my life where I finally sit down and accomplish a few more small goals before I move on into the future (I say that loosely).

All in all, compared to last year.. I’ve quit smoking, I’m in better shape, I have support in my life and things seem to be making sense. And in comparison to the post I made in 2007 I live with my cousins in Charlotte as compared to where we were, have this wonderful house and everything fell into place just fine in the end.

Well, here’s to another few years where I accomplish what I set out to and don’t realize it!

~ by neythas on January 21, 2009.